My Brief Realization
I finished my Bachelor’s back in 2020. Now, in just a few weeks, I’ll be done with my master’s too.
But honestly? Even with all these qualifications, I still feel like I don't really know what I've learned or how to apply most of it. 'Yes, I did multiple projects, both individual and as team', but my brain's been stuffed with so much sub-information that it's hard to even tell what truly stuck.
Somewhere along the way though, I realized one thing.
What I genuinely enjoyed wasn't tied to any subject or course; it was just coding. Not frontend, backend, game dev, or AI in particular; just the joy of coding itself.
I just wanted to build to understand how things actually work behind the scenes like in apps, systems or software. That curiosity still drives me and that's what made me feel alive.
But here's the part that bugs me now;
Why can't it be simple to just code and learn?
There are like hundreds of languages out there. Every single one has its own weird syntax, its own rules. I get that each one was made for a reason; different needs, different platforms, different eras, and they all have their purpose.
But sometimes, it feels like all that complexity just pushes people away from the core joy of coding. Like, what if there was one universal language?
Maybe one day, when quantum computers finally work as we dream, and the so-called "God equation" gets solved; we will also reach a point where there's one universal coding language. One way to build and create without worrying about all the syntaxes, just pure logic and pure creativity.
Anyways, I don’t have it all figured out yet.
But I know this much: I still want to code. I still want to learn how things work. And maybe that’s enough for now.
Currently, I’m diving into the command line, shell scripting, and Linux systems — just trying to get closer to how things really run behind the scenes.
It’s not flashy, but it feels real. Feels right.
